
Matt replayed his conversation with Ada Silberwetter until 3 A.M., coming up with a number of blistering responses which would have put the flouncing fluff in her place. A sunny mood, therefore, accompanied him through the frigid gray morning that followed. He couldn’t use the comebacks on their target now, of course, but with a little tweaking, he could work them into “Ascent of the Ruby Slippers”. This was one of the meagre advantages of his secret career. Anything unpleasant that happened to him could add to the book.
Swinging his briefcase, mouthing a polished riposte he’d perfected on the bus, he marched into Down. “You’re looking mighty cheerful on such a glumpy day,” said Maryann.
\ “Where’s your pen?” asked Linda, shuffling off her coat as she passed him.
“Hmmmm?” he glanced at his fellow prisoner. He shook some snow from the coast over his right arm and was turning back toward Maryann when one eye was struck by a flash of green from Linda’s dark blue suit.
A fierce and red-eyed parrot glared from the top of a pen clipped to Laura’s collar. “It’s all the thing for people on the inside track,” she explained, as Matt stared. “Don’t YOU have one?”
Matt opened his mouth, but Maryann was quicker, pointing out, “Oh, he had one on yesterday.”
Matt looked the secretary up and down. She had never been particularly malicious before. “Um,” he said. “Un, just got here. Heh. Not really dressed yet.”
He hurried back to his cubicle, fishing out the key. The teddy bear pen was where he’d left it with the other pens. He tossed the coat onto one of the extra chairs and sat to study the bear. He put a hand on the desk. Then, cursing himself for cowardice even as he did it, he picked up the pen and stuck it into his lapel.
Sighing, he opened his briefcase and transferred his lunch to the lunch drawer, taking quick inventory to make sure it held no surprises. Then he took up his “List of Things To Do” and added “Pick Up AS’s Pix” to the profound and persnickety errands listed there. He frowned. What did the pictures have to do with a party guest dead in the soup? She hadn’t said.
Matt shrugged. Plenty of other chores sat ahead of that on the list, commencing with “More Paper Clips”. He started out of the cubicle again, list in hand.
He was halfway to Maryann’s command post when someone roared, “You here, Benz? Come look at these!”
Only one person in Down dared to roar. Matt did an about face and marched back to Walter prince’s lair. The occupant could be heard snarling, “Some people think he’s nothing but a big dumb jerk. Not true: he isn’t so big. Bust his head open, but I don’t want all that ignorance getting loose.”
Bracing himself for his first bawl-out of the day, Matt stepped into the doorway of the Chief Cubicle.
Walter Prince sat behind the desk, with Carleton Nairn occupying the chair angled like a witness stand to the right. The rookie was chewing a pencil, his face painted with rue. Matt felt sorry for him.
The High Cockalorum slapped a sheaf of paper onto the desktop. “Benz, look at these spreadsheets!”
Matt leaned forward to do so, but refrained from comment until told HOW to look at them.
Both Walter Prince’s hands came down flat on the pages. “Why can’t we get more results like this around here, Benz?”
This was not much of a clue: sarcasm was one of Walter Prince’s favorite blunt instruments. Still, Matt felt it was time for him to say something about Carleton Nairn’s first effort. He ventured that the data seemed to have been competently assembled. This meant there were no coffee cup rings visible on the top sheet.
“It looks competent because it IS competent!” Walter Prince informed him, slapping the pages again. “This is the way I want work done around this joint! Why it should take a newcomer to show the whole gang of you how it’s done….”
Carleton Nairn shifted the pencil he was chewing and said, “Well, now, I just remembered how the sheets Sil….”
He wilted under Waltr Prince’s gaze and his superior went on, “I don’t set up discord in my department, or I’d send copies to every one of you as an example. If I thought anybody was going to look. You’re all going to have to pull up your socks, Benz; we’ve got someone who knows what he’s doing now.” He pushed himself back from the desk to where he could glare up into Matt’s face without craning his neck. “MacTaggart can’t handle the work at all. She’ll have to go.”
“Oh!” The monosyllable broke from Matt’s mouth. Since Walter Prince’s attention was focused on him now, he decided to go on, “Well, er, she’s still just new. Inexperienced and…really, you know. Er…she’ll get the hang of it.”
“And you’re a booby, Benz,” Walter Prince reminded him. “I don’t even know why I bother with you. Get back to work. Try not to screw things up so much we can’t fix them later.”
Matt turned. Carleton Nairn made as if to rise and follow. He put a hand toward Matt’s elbow. “Sorry about….”
“Get back here, Nairn,” Walter Prince barked. “I didn’t say it was perfect. Tell me what this is supposed to mean.”
Holly was just sneaking in and unlocking her cubicle. Matt wondered if he ought to pass along some warning. Would it be more merciful to let her get settled in first? She might be embarrassed at being caught ducking in late. He wandered across to the tallest row of file cabinets and meandered for a few minutes, glancing now and again at the list of things to do in his hand as if he didn’t already have all the work he’d need for the rest of the year piled on his desk.
He came out of the maze at the far end, insuring that he would have to pass Holly’s cubicle to reach his own. His care was wasted: she wasn’t inside. He heard her voice coming from Watanabe’s…no, Carleton Nairn’s now, of course.
“Oh, that’s just Prince. I’m not afraid of him.”
“I could see that,” a low whisper replied. “But it’s not just Mr. Prince. Mr. Benz was saying that you just don’t have it yet: that you’re young and don’t have the experience.”
Matt blinked twice and slid back into the cabinet maze to take the long way to his enclosure. He understood about Carleton Nairn a little better: the city veteran was an employee after Walter Prince’s heart. And probably after Matt’s corner cubicle as well.
Matt sat down and set his elbows on the desk. Carleton Nairn could have the cubicle, as far as Matt was concerned. But there was no way to sign a deed and transfer the real estate. Cubicles could not be swapped. No, there had to be convoluted maneuvering, resulting in a loss of cubicle and job as well.
A spot in city bureaucracy was not the height of Matt’s desire but he did need the salary. He aimed for no four-window office with two secretaries; all he sought was a congenial way to make a living wage while he wrote his stupid little stories. (He knew they were stupid or they’d have been published by now.) What a pity there was no grant or trust fund to support harmless creatures who frittered with fiction, to the annoyance of their families.
Matt’s relatives were the lenient sort. He owed his job and his apartment to relatives who had found these for him. Matt paid the rent, but his older brothers had examined the lease, checked out the neighborhood, and told him where to sign. Their excuse was that it was their duty to be sure their mother had the right place to live. Matt wasn’t fooled. They were creating a sanctuary for two waifs at once. The apartment was a little trophy case for useless items with too much sentimental value to be thrown away: a place where Matt and Mom would be sage from harm and no one would be tripping over them.
Matt wondered, sometimes, if he ought to resent this. Too much work, really, to seethe over something so insubstantial: besides it was a nice apartment. And someday the Great Thing would happen and prove his value to the world. The Great Thing varied from daydream to daydream. He rescued someone’s lovely daughter. He talked some poor, unloved being out of suicide. Sometimes he just made a great deal of money.
“I made $48,382 this morning,” he murmured, trying it out.
None of these things had so far happened, for which he was profoundly grateful. Any of them would be time-consuming and conspicuous (mortal sins). And Matt was burdened with a daunting streak of realism. Even in daydreams, he couldn’t shake the conviction that, being handed fame and fortune on a silver platter, he would fumble the platter.
A familiar voice cut through the gloom. “See? I told you they’d all be here at this hour.”
Matt frowned. Identifying the voice, he felt his heart sink. “Oh,” someone replied. “By this time of day, everyone knows what time it is if they just look at the lock.”
Recognizing this second voice, Matt felt his heart die.




















































